they grew up before i did

i think about the past
i was young, and inmature
but now, i can understand them
it was just they grew up before i did
and it was not their fault,
but not mine either.

friendship or love?
i think is compatible

I feel that the synchrony
between the world and he
has to be possible
and i seek so hard, with desire

i just wanna run away and cry but i feel that i have to be strong enough to carry on all this things: cos the future always could be worst